Life. As You See Fit.
It appears that everywhere i look, there is always one thing that keeps coming back to me. Everyone i know seems to hate it in one way or the other. If not then they're just plain pissed at it. They hate Life, or the lack of it. Life sucks, they say. JC life sucks, they say. Might as well just exist through it, right? After all, it's only two years, yes?Wrong. Maybe people hate Life because it's just so damn boring. Maybe it's because Life isn't what people think it should be, or could be, or would be. Maybe it's because others are making Life so unbearable and hopeless. Maybe it's because of a million little miseries internal and intangible. Maybe it's bigger than that. Maybe there's just so many things people want to do but just can't and it really wants to make them scream and explode and obliterate the rest of this sorry world along with them. I could come up with a million more Maybes, but i'll let you fill in the blanks.
I don't know who reads this, or who i'm trying to impress, or even if i can impress in the first place. I'm not seeking to change anyone's point of view to my own, just as long as you read this, my work here is done. I don't know so many things it's frightening. All i know is that i'm tired of seeing people put others down by putting themselves down.
I'm no shrink(psychiatrist, for those who don't know), i'm no prophet, i'm no saint, i'm no philosopher, i'm no expert on Life management, i'm no motivational speaker. I'm so many Nos i can't even begin to count. If you think i'm way over my head in this then thank you for thinking so. Frankly speaking i don't even consider myself that worthy. But what i can tell you, is that despite all the Nots i am, there is one thing i am certain of. I am one of You. And You are one of Me. I may not be like You, and You may not be like Me, or maybe You don't even like Me, but whatever it is, You are not Alone. Because Everyone Else is going through the same shit as You, and Me.
Is it not ironic, that the very thing we hate is the one thing that is giving us the ability to do so? Why have Life, if the recepients are the ones who wish they never had it in the first place? Why not kill every single damn sod on the face of this Earth and let the monkeys and gorillas and chimpanzees rule, and let any intelligent Life out there lament at the realisation that they are truly all alone in the whole Universe?
Because Life is not all that it's cut out to be. Not everything about Life is perfect, yes, but neither is everything about Life full of crap. I don't know why people are born pessimists. Everything about people is about the bad stuff. They tend to remember the stumbles more than the truimphs. Anything that really holds a place in people's minds are all the bad memories. WHY? Time to wake up and pull your face out of that pile of shit. Stop wallowing in self-pity. Smell the flowers, or stomp on them, or eat them for all i care, whatever takes your fancy.
Holmes once said, "Life is painting a picture, not doing a sum." As long as you are doing what you want to do, and not what you are expected to do, then Life is one step closer to becoming all that better. Life is not about following others. It's about following yourself. If you feel that you need a break, then for God's sake, take a break. You aren't going to do any better chugging through two years in JC. For all you know, you may have stayed on the right track but taken the wrong train.
Its about Time to make things better for yourself. So go ahead, Life's waiting for you to happen.
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